Today I went to the city and ran all over the place. I finally bought a ring with the pentagram on it and was sooo happy. I was bummed tho because i saw the most beautiful symbol of a pentagram surounded by the phases of the moon on a necklace. It was perfect, i had to have it. But the thing was thirty dollars and me have no moneys :(. Ah well, but anyway, we went over to Barns & Nobles after that. Heres the thing, I was walking up to the New Age section when I saw the worker who had checked me out at the cash register last time when I had bought Wiccan Beliefs & Practices by Gary Cantrell. The dude had been nice to me that day until he saw the book I had wanted to buy. Anyway, this time as he passed he asked me and my best friend Blaze if he coudl help us and IM thinking, "Cool, hes not going to be judgemental this time" and im like "No thanks dude, I know exactly what I want" and I kept walking and as he passes me he goes, "Good faggot" And I almost flipped, I turned and said really loud, "Excuuuuse me!?" But he was gone. me and my freind just kept walking after that.

*shakes head* I dont know, Wicca is soooooo worth it but this is getting old very fast. People always being judged because of their way of life....ill have to do something about it later in life. Maybe become a public speaker. Anyway, and Blazes girl friend, (Who is also Wiccan) was told she was demonic by a dude with a bible at another book store! When will it end!?!?!?

I will never give up Wicca, never. No matter how hard these guys try I will never give it up. Im free now, im happy, and Im alive. No one is takign that away from me.